Hello folks!
Now is the second day of Christmas and
I’m sitting in my room in front of two laptops :D
Nowadays it is so easy to share
information, links, to share your near future plans or even emotions to friends
around the globe, or comment something and so on and at the same time we can be
alone. Kind of sad thing isn’t it?
So my particular situation is similar. I
know that nobody cares what I’m writing here and to be honest this is a silent
complaint to myself of this situation where I’m now at this very moment :)
I saw very inspiring movie called
Another Earth and when saw it - I liked this movie immediately because it had
some resonance with me. Mike Cahill made
interesting explanation about this movie. I would like to quote him here [on
the concept of Another Earth
(2011)]: “I think we were
wrestling with the idea of the loneliness of life. You may have great close
friends, a great lover or a great family, but there are certain things that you
have got to deal with yourself. There's this inner monologue inside your head..
What if it were externalized? “
So in this line of thinking I’m and
thinking :) now. So what I wanted to say, that nowadays there is a lot of
abilities and opportunities to popularize yourself, easy to get friends and not
to be lonely. But this is just a cover and in reality you do feel alone,
despite what I have mentioned before. Yes, writing, like I’m doing now, can
help to think about this situation. Other people find other solutions in order
to escape from this feeling (I guess) and at free time (especially at Christmas
time at New Year and in between this period) they are starting to drink
alcohol, I mean a lot... Others are going into virtual realities (into
favourite game character) for hours, or starting to watch movies one after
another (that’s me :), or reading books (that is very strange I liked to read
them before very much but now I do feel that I’m addicted to the Internet so
sad but I just almost can’t find a free time to read a good old book in a quite
place (in fact, may be it is not just for Internet thing, but also because my neighbours
are drinking alcohol a lot and I can’t find a quite place and in other words I
can’t find quietness within myself) and because of that I’m diving to internet:
articles movies and so on.
I like to write because when you are
expressing in this kind of form of your particular situation of this moment,
you can indeed find the reasons and even the reason how to fix that. I already
found out. I found why I cannot find a silence in my mind :) but maybe I will
never find the answer why do we feel so alone sometimes. Maybe because you born
alone and feel painful moments of your life alone (you do not share a painful
moments of your life in social networks, you share only just good moments of
your life) and we die alone... Metaphorically speaking loneliness is always
near you and everybody do feel that, but maybe there is more important thing –
how people trying to do with this kind of issue...
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